So, this is gonna kind of be a different post for me. I woke up this morning, sort of hung over, but not the usual hangover. I wasn’t sick, I didn’t have a headache, my head was just …..I don’t know how to describe it, just …weird. It still feels kind of off. But in a good way. I started watching Motorcycle Mania 2, the one where Jesse James and Kid Rock go to Mexico. And as I pondered what I did last night, and all I’ve been up to the last few weeks, It made me think a bit.

This is honestly the absolute best time of my life.

I don’t think I’ve ever been happier. My life has never been better. But, I know it ain’t gonna last. Things are going to change rapidly after this summer.

If y’all havent noticed, I’m barely at anybodys blog anymore. I get about one day a week anymore to sit and read blogs. And even then, I have to work sometimes just to think of a comment. And if I can’t think of anything, then I’m just a lurker and you never knew I was there. Yeah, sure I post nearly every day now, but most of all that is either really simple post, pre-written posts, or something that I put together right before I go to bed.

I have just been super freaking busy. I’ve been snowboarding with some of my best friends, Timmy and Desiree. Once a week for the past five weeks, but I think we’re done for the season now. At least once a week I’m out with friends from work at a bbq or just some get-together. I’m also spending as much time as I can with some of my other great friends, Ryan and Courtney. I met them nearly two years ago when Ryan joined my team at work, and it just went from there. But, after this June, he will be transferring to Arizona. It sucks.

Also, I will be taking a month long road trip this May to go home with my boys, my dogs. This whole trip is set around a wedding. Timmy and Des will be getting married in Michigan, and I’ll be there as an usher. I can’t wait to get home. I’ll be laying out the trip in another post though.

I just look at how my life is right now, compared to how it was this time last year. I’m out doing something almost everyday with different friends, and I couldn’t be happier. This time last year, I spent most of my weekends just hanging out in my apartment watching tv or playing on the computer, not really doing anything.

I just find it amazing how much my life has changed. With all the hardships I’ve had the past few years, dealing with the two knee surgeries, the mysterious unknown headaches, even losing the girl I loved, I find that I actually have a positive outlook on life. I can’t say I’ve ever had that before.

And I still feel weird. I freaked out my neighbor earlier today when I was walking my dogs. The sky was cloudy and he mentioned that he figured that the sun was gonna peak through from the north. I said that it was just gonna flat out fucking downpour any second. He asked me how I knew that. I just simply replied about how the clouds looked, were moving, and just the smell in the air. Within two minutes, the skies opened the valve and drenched us. Damn I’m good.

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